Sometimes your so far from the ones you love the most at the moments when you always thought you’d be near them for those moments…
Grappling with that reality feels lonely.
The solitude of those moments feel unnatural…
You just never know when you need someone because you assumed they would need you.
The feeling stares you in the center of your soul-
push it off?
Live with it…
because that won’t work either.
So you wait.
And charge the powers of Heaven to dare do this to you again.
We need people to endure the struggle, even when its not our own. Just make sure you can control the lack of stewardship in those moments…
Love your lovers with everything.
You will need yourself and them in the lonely moments.